Hello loves ❤
I am tired of letting others take advantage of my kindness. I am sick of getting my heart broken. I am done giving people the benefit of the doubt.
Instead of giving out second and third chances to people who have already hurt me, I am going to walk away from them before they have the chance to hurt me again.
I am going to detach myself. I am going to stop keeping people around because we have history. I am going to start caring more about my own happiness than the comfort of the toxic people surrounding me.
If I am better off without someone in my world, then they will be removed without any guilt.
I am not going to feel guilty about expecting to be treated with respect.
I am not going to feel guilty about raising my standards after a lifetime of leaving them low.
I am not going to censor myself anymore. I am not going to be nice when I will only get kicked around in return. If someone wants respect from me, then they better give me respect.
I am no longer interested in one-sided relationships. I am not going to be there for you if you are never there for me. I am not going to accept your apologies if there is no meaning behind them. I am not going to expose myself to drama when I could choose to walk away.
You can call me all bad words for finally putting myself first. You can accuse me of overreacting. You can act like I am betraying some code of loyalty by walking away.
You can tell me I should have more faith in people — but I have spent my entire life trusting others. Assuming they are good deep down. And it has gotten me nowhere.
Second chances lead to a repeat in history. Blind trust leads to heartbreak.
I have been nice to people who have treated me like shit. I have given the benefit of the doubt to people who have proven they cannot be relied upon. I have let people remain inside of my world because I loved them, because my heart and my mind couldn’t agree on whether they were worth my time.
Now, I am going to stop listening to my heart because it has screwed me over one too many times. I am going to listen to my gut. I am going to listen to my common sense.
If you give me your kindness and respect, I will still be the nice girl around you. But if you cross me, I am not going to play nice anymore. I am not going to sit in silence while you talk down to me. I am going to fight back. I am going to put you in your place.
Its time to do me, and only me.
Wherever you are in the world, have a lovely day ❤